我不烦了

我不再执着了

我学会习惯

我学会体谅

生命中真的还有很多事情让我去学习

我喜欢现在这样子的生活

有压力

更让我有推动力

去学习..

I Love My Life

FeelinG❤

我
偶尔
这五分钟
是想你了
我
偶尔
这五分钟
是爱你的
我
偶尔
这五分钟

想要逃避所有一切的事物

但过了这五分钟

我不在因为情绪上的激动

而搞到自己更加的难堪..

在想

人活着的每一天

其实

不就是正在失去着

打个比如

我们在恋爱的过程中等待与挣扎

在等待的过程中

我们也许已经失去了

一个爱你的人

在挣扎的过程中

我们也许已经失去

如常人般

那所谓

发自内心的"笑容"

等等..

只是

有时候很不明白自己

为什么老是要转牛角尖

应该是说明白了

但是就是太顾及感觉

即使了解自己这么做,这么想不是一件好事

还是要这么做

朋友们，你们都能谅解我吗？

我只不过是需要多一些的....* *

我有资格奢求吗？

First Love

You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one

So true, I believe I could never find

Now and forever ..

It's been months

i dunno what's been going on between us

it's been months

since

the day you doubt me

and i doubt you

we confided secrets to each other

where nobody else knows

but at the same time

i wonder

did you ever trust me at all

i wished i knew everything back then

but now

i wished i didn't

coz everything is ruining our friendship

on the surface nobody makes a step nor a move

but from my sixth sense

something is wrong

maybe i know

maybe i don't

but i just wanna tell you

i missed you.
*************************************************************************
i realized for months that i can't talk to you that much anymore

i feel our distance further and further

because i'm moving on

but you're still staying at the same spot

i tried pushing you

pulling you

forcing you

inviting you

but still

you're stuck

my patience is running out

i don't explain stuff you need to understand anymore

i'm simply tired

i tried my best

sometimes i blame myself

but deep in my heart

i knew everything i did was good for you

if you can't receive the message i transmitted to you

i guess it's up to you

it's your life

i can only reach out for your hand if you need me

but what if i went further,so far away that you can't even hear my voice anymore?

maybe it's two different worlds already...

***************************************************************************

do you even miss me at all?

I believe

Love is a kind of tacit understanding

i never

understood you

Haixxx

看到那些东西

我心突然

有点酸

其实这一切都无所谓了不是吗?

我不是该早已经就习惯这一切了吗?

我需要一个懂我的人

我需要一个能当我耳朵的人

可又有谁能明白我的心

从旧时天真

渐变成一脸倔强

如果真的爱

如果真的痛

谁又会来聆听你的心伤

谁又会用心来欣赏你

又有谁来在乎满身伤的你

HEARTBREAK

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